Dream

该前进还是退后？

2010-09-06T00:56:00.002+08:00

该前进还是退后呢？真的是很难选择!!!!
退后或许失去了少许！前进的话有可能失去很多！！可是我又想前进哦？敢怎么办好呢？？
这问题在我脑海中徘徊了很久！到如今却不知该选择什么！！！T.T
如果有两全其没那该多好啊！！

"她”

2010-08-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

昨晚当我遇见了她！对她有点不舍！不知道是还爱着她还是对她不舍！
看到她时就会想到我们刚开始是怎样认识的！
我们刚认识不久就觉得很好谈！久而久之我们整天联络了！一天不谈天好像怪怪的！
就在认识了的第三个月我们终于在一起了~我还记得当时是朋友插手的 @_@
就在我上厕所的那一刻！用了我的电话写“我爱你，可以接受我吗？”-,-
虽然有点生气可是这样也好，最起码有人帮我爬出了第一步！
这女孩会永远藏在我的心里！是因为她~我积极的做人~是因为她~我认真的做工~是她给了我彩色~
真没想到这样就过了三年~那晚其实我真的很想平跑去跟她讲声谢谢！谢谢她让我改变了一切！让我拥有了很多东西！可是就是说不出口！我现在这份工是她帮我找的！如果不是她我看我现在还在颓废着~
回想我们在一起的时刻是多么的好！当我一无所有的时候她不嫌弃我！没埋怨我！还支持我！
还记得那年的我，收入每个月不到700,日子过的不是很好！她为了帮我省钱！宁愿躲在家里看戏也不出街~我到现在都还想念当时的爱心面！
就这样过呀过呀就几个月了~我们就开始吵架了！就只为了小事！甚至说了也会觉得可笑！
就是当我的收入开始稳定了！我决定不呆在家！就想带她出去走街看戏~过些比较享受的日子~可她却不要~他说要存钱买电脑，买车！！就只因为这些而吵架！有时出街她看到她想要的东西却不买！我偷偷买又说我浪费钱！！这样的女孩多么的难找！可是就出现在我的生命里！
到我们分手的那天！也是很突然的事！当天我们吵架了~虽然不知道是为了什么事而吵架~但当她讲分手的时候，我却没有挽留！是因为我不想给她这样的生活！她应该拥有的不是这样的生活！她因该拥有的是享受的生活！我真愚蠢为什么没挽留她！就这样让她走了！
我真的很想告诉她现在的我再也不是以前的我！是因为她~我拥有了属于自己的电脑！自己的车！有了事业！虽然还不是很有钱啦！但我想让她知道这一切是她带给我的！
我真的很谢谢她陪我走过了那段日子！她永远都会在我的心里！
就写到这了！如果还要继续写的话写到明天都写不完！这就当是我的回忆吧~

周华健-朋友

2010-08-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

这首歌酱成为我这一生中最讨厌的一首歌！！！就是因为了这首歌我相信了某人！！！结果我被某人害到凄惨！！！！！我并不是针对朋友这两个字！！只是这首歌会想到当时的他！所以最好不要再给我听到这首歌！！！

找回自己的第一天！

2010-07-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

我要收拾回我的心情了！
不再去想有的没的！
我要做回自己的我！
有些东西是我的就是我的！不是我的就不是我的！一切顺其自然吧！
我不再去追求什么答案！也不想知道那答案！因为那答案应该已经在我心里了！
算了吧！我相信好事永远都不会在我的身边出现！都已经习惯了！
今天做了四个钟的运动！累死我了！我要过比较充分的生活！是时候往我的梦想飞了！
讲戒烟？可以说应该成功了吧？因为除了喝酒的那两天之外！我根本就没那个瘾去抽！
减肥？今天刚刚开始我的第一天！不知道成不成功！(我对我自己没有信心)xD
就这样过了一天！希望明天一起来的时候的我是一个开朗的我！
不受任何东西影响！
开开心心做回我自己！

2010-07-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

闲！很多东西是不能说出口的！也不能让别人看到！本来想在blog发泄出来的！可是又不能lock起来！害我只能藏在心里！救命啊！！！为什么blog就是不能lock！！！！我真的很想说我现在的心情！！！

2010-04-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

我的公司要换老板了！心里总是不爽！又刚刚换到一个我对他没有好感的老板！！该这么办呢？如果我辞职的话我又要从新来过？从新由低做起？有可能吗？T.T

^^

2010-04-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

haha!!long time never on this blog already!today got mood to see back all my old post!!hahaha!!got a good memory!!!!so sweet~

=(

2009-01-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

today dun feel like write any blog!

that all!

wat title should i put on this page??

2009-01-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

hi all~
long time never write blog le...
because not that mood to write~
and another reason is dunno want to write wad...
lolz..yesterday i when to annual dinner at shogun japanese buffet...
we are meet the time is 6pm....
but when i wanna go out~suddenly~my car cannot start?SUAY!!!!
but lucky jack jack borrow me his car....
if not i die~dunno how to go~coz i nid to fetch another worker~that y i cant drive my motor~
ok ok talk back that shogun japanese buffet~
those food nice nice nice!!!!!next time if got change i will bring you all guy go eat...
buy very expensive lo...1 person Rm58++...after tax is Rm70 1 person~lolz...
but i think that restarant Rm70 1 person worth la...coz got many seafood to eat...
got salmon~abalon~oylster~beef~lamb~and alot expensive food~that worth la...
and boss got some present for we~lolz...
i'm super duper lucky~get 1 tilam worth Rm200~is the most expensive inside =x...
all worker saw le say me play cheat....=.=" LAME LA!
i'm the last take that number de how i paly cheat??huh??
watever they how to say la~i also wont angry!!
we are 7pm start eat~till 9.30pm~
in there i though only me eat many???but not???
OMG!that untie worker~eat more than me??OMG!
really no ppl believe!!!!!i saw it i also STUN..
haiz...i also dunno write so much for wad?
also no ppl see my blog de la!i think only got 2 ppl will see my blog
coz their 2 got tag me!
that is my mei(yan) and my di(anthony)!!

^_^

2009-01-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

today is a special day~
because that was nth special~....
so for me is a special day~"lame hor!"
i want to thanks to my lovely mei(Lee May Yan)!!!!
TO HELP ME DECORATE MY BLOG!!!!
lolz...nth to say liao!!!!haiz.....
really it a special day!!!!!=.=" SWT!
CNY coming already~anyone planning go where?
hmm.....i'm maybe going to penang....maybe will not!
if not going to penang i think i will go PD?genting?A-FAMOSA?or else?
ok le...write till here....tml only continue!

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T15:54:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year....

hope you all wish come true...

but....sure also wish my all dream come true la...

lolz..

yesterday night we went to genting...

we are start 10pm go at steven corner from cheras(pandan indah)...

when we start go and i thinking sure wont so fast reach...

i thinking sure traffic jam and wont reach before 12am....

but at the last....lolz..damn lucky we reach at 11.30pm...lolz...

at we reach the top is 12am already...

lucky i got saw last firework...it a red colour de...^_^

wahahaha.....very lucky~

and today very tired....

yesterday till now not yet sleep...

only at my JIE JIE car sleep around 30min only...

haiz......

nth to write le??

so how leh??

sure say bb to all my buddy la~=.=

Moody

2008-12-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

Haiz......
y so moody de.....
like girl....-.-
lolz..my room 2 wall change to blue colour le...
still got 2 wall not yet change...
no time to paint....
dam tired....
want CNY already...
but i cant get more holiday..haiz....
now moody because of yesterday thing...
i feel like so bad...
dun like her but treat her good....
make her mistake me....
haiz....
now i also dunno we still can be friend or not...
my heart also half half...
feel like dun want friend her...
sometime feel like friend her...
but if can!be friend la....
today she got send msg to me.....
she say...
“难道你一点都不爱我吗?那你为什么对我酱好！”
after i saw this msg...i'm thinking,,,when i got treat her good har?huh?
and at last i din reply her any msg...
i think i dun want find her better?
or should i do wad?
but if call me be her BF!i will give you a answer NO....
ok le..nth to write liao...dam bored....no mood to write...
hope tomorrow night go genting traffic wont jam!

Still same the Bored day and a SCARY day....

2008-12-29T23:08:00.001+08:00

now all de day damn bored...haiz

morning working night also work

very very very tired

i think i cant work at lan shop again le

dun hv time to sleep...all de day sleepy

today my room change colour

i paint till very ugly..=.=

nid to paint it again

that was a blue colour

look so nice!i love it

today i get a scary msg from a friend sister

she ask me know her or not

i dun hv her any contact num

sure i say dunno who her la

den i ask who her

you all know she say wad???

she say she is my GF sister

i st8 STUN!!!!!!

den i st8 call her say when i got gf....

she say:you dun hv meh??

den i say ya lar~when i got gf....

den she say why my sis say you are her bf de....

walao...i heard this i more STUN~

den i say you got listen wrong or not....when she become my gf

den she say nth nth le and say 88 to me....

after that me sure sms her back de la....

i sms her and ask who say she is my gf...

den she ask me back

you got love her or not....

and i tell her i'm not love her and i dun want any gf now...

den she never reply me...

after 10min....den her sis(jie jie)sms me and say me "bai chi" and "ben dan"

=.=....den i never reply her....

because i scare i say wrong thing~

den till night she call me....

and i never pick up~

coz i'm really scare~

den sms me y dun want pick her call~

and i never reply her.....

i think i make her "wu hui" me already...

wat should i do?

if can pls teach me should i do wad...

ok la~nth to write already...

jiu write till here la...

Bored Day

2008-12-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

today it a boring day...
i also dunno want to write wad...
just my feeling damn down....
today is my first day blogging on this website.....
but dunno want to write wad(so funny)...
got any comment to tell me should i write wad in my blog?
that all!!!!!!!!!
and and and.....i got friend say me very patiend....
it that really?but i dun think so??lolz....